Dropping the rope

[peacetoday]

Thanks BM so and Trusting for visiting
your support means a lot to me:

well xH did call to apoligize to D 13 yestaerday and they talked for a few minutes
so xH does hear me..that is good

I am now changing my communication with XH to
being more authentic as well as caring/vaidadting (to a point)

we are supposed to go to co-parenting counseling and I need to ask XH when we can start

I saw new friend last night
I told him
"I am not ready to date..still getting over my D since it was only
finalized 1 month ago"

he said OK..but I dont know if he heard me b/c we still danced the rest of the night as if I never said it
IM starting to "Feel" something for this guy..

I am very attracted to him and the dancing makes it worse b/c of all the touching/eye contact

I dont know what to do but I can tell you guys this
the first new R in your life definitely pulls you far away for XH and all the mess..Its like starting over
peace