...its hard, the texting.. then the gaps. What am I to think? I suppose I should think myself lucky.. he invited me out just Sunday, less than a week ago and then on to the next place at 11pm, instead of letting me go home as I was going to. And it was me he wanted to sit in a car with and hug, and even left his brother to walk home so that he could do that! And he held me close, full of emotion and held my hand and said he just needed some more thinking time (so sounds like a definite maybe) And he told BMF W he loved me. So I should feel blessed and glad and optimistic... so why do I feel so jittery?
