I dont wish harm on my W...I do still love her but feel she's a little wacked out right now....I suppose I'm hoping for the non wacked out version to return. I realize thats really doubtful. I think she is allowing herself to be broken by putting all this crap above her head.
This feeling of hope (sometimes hopelessness) is there involuntarily and we still want that miracle in the back of our minds because we have lost sooo much as a result of what the WA has done and they are still going to be a thorn in our side for years to come and we just can't believe the wasteful nightmare continues to go on. Its no better than dealing with an alcoholic around you. But as Kalni says below ...
"Right now, you cant do much. Take care of yourself. I know the pain, I've felt it. Most of us here have. Get strong and find things that give you pleasure. Take care of you. That's all you can do. K"
