Hey Everyone, I have not disappeared. Still here just sooo much going on. My blood test came back and everything looks good.(I little high in the collateral area)but nothing to worry about. We just had a meeting at work and found out that 1 out of 4 people will be let go on Wednesday.(next week). Not sure where I stand. But I can't worry about things I have no control over. It will be strange getting laid off after 28 years in the same company. Wife was laid off from the same company 8 years ago after 29 years. She is still not working. I go in for my colonoscopy on Tuesday. So this weekend I am going to pretend next week does not exist. I am going to go and get my veg. plants for my garden. I "May" take son fishing.. As for my marriage? Well things are "ok". I think wife is reliving her lay off through my possible one. She says it was really traumatic for her and she has not been the same and has not gotten over it. I think to myself "how traumatic do you think it feels to find out your wife cheated on you?" But I have let go of that .. Really I have. But Through this book I am reading I see more and more how I have been a wuss. I have found that I let allot of the things that have happened to me Happen to me. (Ya know what I mean?). I was going to have not really a talk with wife but TELL her how I feel and how I need commitment. And if she can't give me that then SHE needs to move on. .....
BUTT.....With my "camera" appearance and the possible lay off I am going to wait until I find out if I have a job or not. NOT that it will make a difference. Even if I do get laid of it is time. But I don't want to stress out on too many fronts at once. So there you have it. It is going to get into the 80's this weekend. I still have not smoked. And I woke up this morning. I know some day I will not wake up in the morning and that will ruin my whole day.....
later gater Doc
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
