H spent 1/2 night on couch and other 1/2 in our bed. I wonder if he came in late to avoid conversation (or other), or maybe he was just tired and fell asleep on couch! I know I shouldn't spend too much energy overanalyzing H's comings and goings and his habits when I am trying to GAL and have a PMA, but hard when we live in the same house! I have been thinking alot about his bday coming up next month. Not sure if I should plan something w/friends, family, or just us? Or anything? What to do?!
Also in the back of my mind, our 20th anniversary is coming up in late summer. I know...much too far away to be concerned since I am taking things day by day. I wish he would wear his wedding ring. I took one of mine off (mostly because of weight loss it is too big now) but still wear the wedding ring). H has never commented. I don't think he has noticed or that he even cares.
Really craving some ROMANCE! Not just sex (which has been great lately) but some old fashioned romance. Don't know when if ever that will happen again. Even kissing during sex would suffice. I sometimes feel that sex is just sex with men....nothing more. Thoughts?
