Michelle, in kilos. I am 1,71 cm and weigh (now) 61,5 kgs (yeah)!!
I was trying to boost my self confidence a bit earlier, excuse my talking about myself...
Kerry, we both couldnt cope with him adjusting here. I was his mouth and his ears due to language and we got so tired of that. He started his own business and suddenly we were struggling financially because he was a hardware engineed and no jobs like that existed here almost 20 years ago. Also, I think I was too immature to appreciate him 100% and he was too stuborn to accept the cultural differences. He was 13 years older than me and I met him when I was 16.
A couple of years ago he sent me a wodnerful letter telling me I was and always will be the greatest love of his life, apologising and asking for my forgiveness. All through the years I thought our Divorce was desired by both of us and he told me (2 years ago)that he didnt really but knew we had no chance as I refused to move to the States with him. I did sent him a letter back (we had been communicating frequently but we had never discussed our divorce like that) apologising too and making sure he knew I have nothing else but love for him in my heart.
He is one of the few people that wanted me to divorce H and move to Idaho ( ) right from the beginning. He even said he hoped his fellow American would be smarter than him and never let me go and was very disappointed by my decision to hold on to H. So I guess I wasnt that mean to him as I felt guilty of.
He says, in my emails and letters, he has watched me loosing my spirit and "shine" over the years and blames H for that. He never got married and he doesnt have kids. He doesnt get thet part of the story. But he supports me, even now although he doesnt agree with my choices. K
) right from the beginning. He even said he hoped his fellow American would be smarter than him and never let me go and was very disappointed by my decision to hold on to H. So I guess I wasnt that mean to him as I felt guilty of. 
