I do enjoy communicating with this guy. However, my XH is still very much in the back of my head and I often remember how much fun we had being together and communicating. Even after having been together for almost 30 years we were still able to have fun and talked to each other in the restaurant. Sometimes we saw couples sitting on a table and reading the newspaper or just staring at each other. We could never understand it.
It is hard to for me to accept that it will never be like that anymore. - Anyway, I must stop comparing in order to move forward.
