BND I agree about posting her info, that was in a state of anger. Over and done with, wont happen again. BUT howl, by just posting here, am I pushing my spouse away further. I dont even speak with him anymore. Other than when I looked at her page that day, I dont bother them. AGAIN I post here to get it all out, that doesnt mean I am running him all over town, believe me! I may be spinning here, you are right. BUT I am NOT acting on my feelings. What I am trying to tell you is that I use to call my xh all the time, now I go weeks without speaking to him. Yes I had a weak moment, when he proposed, that moment is over and done with. THE END. When and if she gets pregnant, I may have another weak moment. Until then I want nothing to do with him or her. The only thing I have done lately is look at her myspace page.
Please tell me I AM NOT the only one here that has looked at a myspace page.
As for praying, yes I prayed for them BOTH last night. I want him to be happy....I have my sad moments, and get mad at him sometimes, but yes I want him to be happy. AND I want to be happy TOO.
