Mockers, I agree with holdingon, this is so fresh, thoughs doubts are going to creep in, but it is what you do with the doubts that count.
I would think as time goes on and you are more confident in your H they will go away. Remember, the strong, confident person you have become? You have been through the worst and you survived, with style!
Keep up the act as if, eventually it will become second nature, until then, it sounds like the best tool to use.
