Letting the shoreline go

[holdingon]

Mockers,
This is all SO fresh, of course you are going to have those doubts... maybe its a curse. My thoughts are that the better your M is doing, the more tests you are going to have... Satan is not at all thrilled that you and H are back together. So, when this stuff comes up, know that it is because things are going along rather good! Your H did a great job of telling you about the phone calls, really validate that so he will know how important that was for you. Thank him for being so thoughtful about the movies. Remember, your H is trying. Don't let these negative thoughts bug you too much. Know that the further along this road you get, the less of them you will have. You are doing great!