...I posted it for you, it said what I felt you were trying to. I thought of you when I read it and I felt you would identify with it.. " I am slowly accepting -and therefore I am calmer- that a intimate relationship is not possible with him. He doesnt treat me lovigly." .. so I hope it helped to read it.

When do you think you may have this talk then? Eek.. venus goes forwards this weekend (Easter for you).. you were planning to spend some time with him and your family?

PS: EVERYONES debt is smaller than mine, including several third world countries, lol ! I ought to qualify for aid from the International monetary fund...