Thank you Deb! It is hard to do 180's I think, b/c they don't come naturally at first. I didn't even think of what I was doing as a 180 until afterwards. Thoughts of all of you keep me in line and help me keep my mouth shut. Some of the time anyway. Still a long way to go - it's frustrating to want to change so much and to find the old habits still have such a hold on me.
A few more positives from today: 1. H called and asked me to lunch. 2. Called me later and said he missed me.
Thinking of all of you ~
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche
It is hard to do 180's I think, b/c they don't come naturally at first. I didn't even think of what I was doing as a 180 until afterwards. Thoughts of all of you keep me in line and help me keep my mouth shut. 
