Thanks DQ... I intend on stopping drinking immediately and going to an individual therapist. I've been reading alot. My concern is that she's totally made up her mind, and I can't seem to stop pushing her, professing my love, asking for a chance... Maybe I have that chance, but she's not directly saying it... She even said that she wouldn't consider trying because she's not in love, but she wants to take everything really slow and hasn't addressed specifics. When I talk to her about making this dramatic change, she seems to listen... This morning, I told I wanted to start building a relationship with her daughters and I wanted them to love me. She said I should show them I love them first. What is she saying? Anything? She also asked what I was going to do about the relationship with my son? I told her I wasn't giving up.. I loved her too much. I told her I was totally being positive witht this. She said "good." Am I reading in something that I want to hear?
