It's Complicated! Part 5

[glamgirl]

When h was over yesterday he did tell me how sorry he was. I just listened on the phone. He was sorry until I told him I filed my taxes. Then the conversation abruptly changed and he quickly ended the call.

He mentioned how he took 4 sleeping pills. Well h if you take that amount of dose, yes you can expect to be in a sleep coma for days. Now he says he is going to get off the AD's cold turkey, tossing the sleeping pills, not eating certain foods, and exercising. He says he is going to battle this depression with or without my support.

Well I have always thought I was there to support my h, but maybe not in the way he needs. I just listened.

I did say h we have C tomorrow (today), do you want me to cancel? He said does it matter? I said of course. I said will you be attending? He said, yes. Now the reason I mentioned cancelling was because he has been MIA and our C charges us if we don't go and he doesn't allow just one of us, since it is MC. So, I "guess" we are going today.

When h left he says he would be here at 2pm. I have no expecation for this. If he shows great, if not I owe the C money. It should be an interesting session if h attends.

I think my h has food allergies, but hasn't been tested. This is just one of the many things that I suggested my h be tested for. His Dr didn't think so, but I would ask to be tested. He eats certain foods and then drops into a deep sleep. I don't think that is normal. I think he has a gluten allergy, it runs in his family along with depression. Yikes!

Everything will need to start with my h. He is the only one that can make changes for his own life.