well let's see.... I have not been here for a while. I want to thank everybody for the support. For all the noobs just want you to know that you will be happy and functional again. Up to you how long you want to suffer. Best advice I can give is to get over it now!!!!! And MOVE ON! It is the best thing you can do. You know what everybody here is telling you to do. "GAL" the sooner the better. I am telling you if I did sooner there might have been a chance for me. But there is none now. She's gone and I don't want her back. Happier than I ever have been in my life. For me there was a day when I looked at the ex and felt nothing. Felt sorry for her but nothing else. Funny I had a bad few days. But still happier than I ever was. Friday I flipped my truck. And moday I was served with the d papers. So cool!! I am free!! It's over never going to happen. I moved on. Everything in my life was crap and now 1 by 1 I am getting things straight. Just want to let you know what kind of person she has become. She just left finally. Walked away and started over. Left me and HER sons here. Then asked if the wanted to go with her or stay. And they chose to stay with me. They don't like or agree with her either. I have a new girlfriend and she is the best. I moved on. I gave up. it was too much. Could not deal. But I am not week. I am stonger than I have ever been. So thank you for reading my ramble and i wish everybody the best here. And remember god loves you and so do I. Lot of people here love you to so hang in. It will get better. I promise.
Me 41 W 44 Together 7 years Married 6 Bomb Dec 2 08
