Ok, I took a long walk today which ended at my brother's house were I had dinner as usual on Wednesday nights. We discussed the possibilities of W coming home or me filing a D. I told my parents, brother and SIL that I am not ready to D and am still open to reconcile if W wants to work on our M. In addition, told them that I know W is not ready to come home not sure if she is ready to D as she has not ever mentioned wanting to D. Anyway, then walked home and I feel much better and hopefully can concentrate on work tomorrow. Been praying a lot today which has helped me. I know I need to wait for when God's timing is right for us.
Me-44 WAW-42 (ILYBNILWY) S-16 S-14 M-10/17/1992 T23 Met OM 10/10/08; Bomb 12/27/08; Moved in with OM 01/27/09 Me stronger and happier everyday!