Btw, I bought White Linen New Coral Pink version by Estee Lauder. I am not sure it smells good on me but my D said "mommy you smell like a princess" when I got home. I'll give a couple of days...
Hey girls! Its funny how you feel when you 'wake up'.. I've been so happy latetly (before I heard he loved me, before in fact he texted me back that night when I was waitressing and all of this started...).. I hum to myself, skip along, enjoying perfume, jewellery, new makeup, music... funny hey. Feels like such an alien thing, feeling happy, I was so unhappy, relentlessly for so long, its like happiness blew in on the breeze and just wafted over me, and I'm soooo glad!
Neaj.. you are SOOOO 'crabby'! I bet your kids despair of you ....You said "It is weak and sad when I know I have so much love to give but its safer not to open old wounds." - well yes, and why would you allow yourself to go to your grave, single and unloved, just because of fear?? And when yoiu said.."hmmmm he probably just wants to offer his sympathy at the loss of my marriage. I don't need or want that. I will also never remarry purely for financial reasons." - seriously, thats soooo negative!!!! This is a DB board, whats the holy grail around here? NO ASSUMPTIONS! You have no idea why he contacted you, it COULD be because you were the love of his life and he kicks himself for putting Jesus before you (and I dont blame him, Jesus is probably rubbish in bed). Seriously woman, PHONE HIM !! ..you tell us all to just get on and go for it, take your own advice!! Oh and start your own thread, you thread nicker you.
M, I dont know what to say on the predictions, but did you read Priya Kale?
I got overexcited tonight (my Mum got overexcited I should say) and sent my ex a jokey text about the film he watched last night and the footy earlier. No reply. But... we'll see (AARGGHHHHH!!!!)
Neaj.. seriusly, start your own thread.. in fact.. get that phone number out, start a thread and call him and tell us how it went !!! Go on....goddamnit woman...
K - the one you posted on your thread was a beautiful song.. oh and by god you are up late !? I like this song too... and yeah, cos he hasnt had ENOUGH time.. haha.. its only been 18 months, thats just nothing is it, blink and you'd miss it...
No reply.. no thoughts on it.. what will be will be, I'm counting on Venus to deliver me a soulmate!
(gift wrapped and freshly washed would be nice too)
Ali you are just too much fun. I hope your Leo gets his act together and since I am one too, that applies here as well. Did you read what it said about Leos on Priya Kale?
Crossing my fingers, kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory
My, your sitch changes rapidly - it's hard to keep up with you!
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But I think some hearts are going to be broken, too.
Since our hearts are already broken maybe it's all the greedy OW's turn, hey!
Me 56 H 47 Married 21 years No children Bomb & moved out 4/07 "My feelings have changed" & "I want to live by myself". Ow Bomb 8/07 H filed 6/08 D final 2/05/10
Hey SilverFox, I hope so!? Kat.. yes, the Leo stars are good and about true love.. know why? Because Neptune (planet of dreams and love.. ) is in Aquarius right now.. so the opposite sign to Leo and therefore, symbolically represents their 'significant other'.. and its about to make a rare (once every 24 years?) conjunction to Jupiter.. in Aquarius (which happens once or twice every 250 years!) and Jupiter is the planet of expansion, joy, happoiness, abundance.. so Jupiter/Neptune conjunct is big dreams coming true, or dream big.. and its falling in the sector symbollically to do with others, or 1:1 R's for Leos.. see?
Happens in May... but we should start to get a feel for it by end of April.
Around the time of the Venus conjunct Mars in Pisces conjucnt Uranus.. on 22nd April.. again, BIG love!
so.. the Piscean texted me today at 9am to say he dreamt about me and my beautiful eyes, was sending me creative juices and was all ears if I wantd to talk about my art and other things, but didnt want to say too much as he was saving it for a letter, take care and thinking of you...(yes, he rambles like me)
Then the ex texted me also in reply to my text last night, to say he was watching footy with his Mum, made a jokey remark, said he had spent the day fixing the stairs at his Dads house and 'are you ok?'
So.. bit of a difference in tone there.. lol. Damn universe!!! Sent the wrong man to be in love with me.
Wonder how ex is getting on with his decision making process?? Also remembered today.. Neptune is in Aquarius right now and applying to his Leo Sun.. which means, he is in now, another major life transit... Neptune opposite his SUn, which causes ...confusion, indecision, delusions and dissolves the ego.. GREAT!!! Cos thats all we need, more of that stuff.
The last thing he said to me Monday night was "I dont feel very manly, decisive or emphatic".
First of all, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the song that K posted to you. I have it saved on my computer and listen to it often. Still waiting for DH to "Realize" what is waiting at home.
Can you pop over to my thread when you get a chance and give me some feedback on the email I got from DH in relation to the stars this weekend. DH's ship will be back on Saturday.
TIA!!!
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
....You said "It is weak and sad when I know I have so much love to give but its safer not to open old wounds." - well yes, and why would you allow yourself to go to your grave, single and unloved, just because of fear?? And when yoiu said.."hmmmm he probably just wants to offer his sympathy at the loss of my marriage. I don't need or want that. I will also never remarry purely for financial reasons." - seriously, thats soooo negative!!!! This is a DB board, whats the holy grail around here? NO ASSUMPTIONS! You have no idea why he contacted you, it COULD be because you were the love of his life and he kicks himself for putting Jesus before you (and I dont blame him, Jesus is probably rubbish in bed). Seriously woman, PHONE HIM !! ..you tell us all to just get on and go for it, take your own advice!! Oh and start your own thread, you thread nicker you. 
