Today wasn't so good for me. I'm missing him a whole lot today. I'm trying to have a PMA but I'm so scared and worried that everything I'm doing isn't going to make any difference. I'm trying not to have high expectations right now because it's still pretty new as far as my DB'ing goes. I have to remind myself patience is key just about every minute. I feel so confident and like I'm doing so well and then boom it hits me that he's still gone and all of my PMA goes out the window. I don't know what to do when I have days like these. I mostly want to crawl into bed and hide under the covers for a few days.
