Don't worry! H is OK. And if he does a no show, don't take it personally. He may have decided he is not ready. So don't get upset if he doesn't follow through. Don't confront him about it. Just "act as if" nothing is wrong!
Sometimes we just want it to happen so bad we get depressed, don't worry! You are going to get to where you need to be. Have patience. And relax, it's in the bag! YOU ARE going to save your M!
