hi rob i hear loud and clear what your saying, i am a man and i faced some horrific times in my past, just thought a break away would do me the world of good, its been a long time since i did something just for me.i always do whats best for everone else, always. but i hear you and i wasnt thinking now just maybe in a few weeks or a month, ive got stuff i need to wrap up first, people are counting on my work to be deliverd, cheers buddy