Letting the shoreline go

[holdingon]

Mockers,
Maybe it's in the air... again. I too am feeling a bit down today.

And I cherish this time with the children so much - they are precious and changing every day. They grow up way too fast. I don't understand how my H can be away from them for such a long time

I don't understand this, either. I would think even when you are feeling completely selfish in your MLC mode you would still feel you are missing out on something. My kids are 15 and 13 and the time with them is definitely fleeting. My H is missing out on days and days...

Yes, I AM strong... but today I am lonely for H. I so want to SAY "just come home, we can work it all out" when he calls. But I don't. To be honest, I feel like exploding I want to tell him I love him, come home. Oh well.