It's Complicated! Part 5

[a new 2moro]

GG you sound just like my H, he could never understand depression. even after he has gone thru one and to some degree is still in one.....dont let him know I said that.

when you are in the throes of a major depression you really dont give a f***. you cant , it saps the enegrgy out of you.

I know this from first hand, when you start to tumble down that deep hole as odd as it seems you only want dive in head first. years ago we were xmas shopping in a big dept store, i was dragging one foot after another taking all my energy to walk let alone think about what to get people. H turned arounnd got all mad and said " you dont care about xmas shopping do you???" I sat on the floor and cried "Nooooo" sat down in the middle of the store on my fanny and cried....well i did care...i just didnt have the energy to care.....