The adventure continues--part 3

[AFWAW]

Well, the last thread locked up and it's been 2 months and 9 days now. Yesterday was hell for me and today I'm not feeling that bad. It's really hard to gauge how my emotions will be from day to day. I am cautiously optimistic regarding our lunch date today. My sitch has evolved from I want a divorce today to I just want to be on my own/I need a break to I still love you and don't want a divorce to I'm leaning towards coming home to I'm not sure, one day I want to come home and one day I don't. If my wife could have seen my daughter last night crying and frustrated I wonder if she would have felt any guilt? My daughter said to me I want her to come home but I want her to change? I said how so? She said, well she gets mad too easy. Ok, she does sometimes. I did point out that she is fun to be around to and that she is super sweet also. She agreed. I said no one is perfect and we all have our own faults. I told her we cannot control how others behave only ourselves. She agreed and I think felt a little better.

Well, wish me luck on my date.