I Never Imagined Being Here

[Making_IT]

Well, I feel like I made some small steps this morning. I noticed that my account was still getting charged with the wife's auto insurance and gym membership. Although they aren't really high bills, they are her bills and I am trying to stay within a tight budget now that I am carrying the household. I sent her a brief e-mail asking her to transfer those bills to be deducted from her account instead of mine. It was strictly business with no I Love You's. Immediately my phone rang, it was her, so I pressed the end button and went on about my business.

I am heading to the lake today for some R&R and a fishing tournament and will be back on Monday. My plan is for zero contact with the W during this time and focus on me having a good time with friends and family. I am beginning to feel a little resentful with her deliberate actions that seem to be in meanness. I can no longer allow her to control my happiness.