Swimming upstream...PH #7

[pearlharbr]

Thanks for a male perspective Kenn. There is a comfort level in the emails that I do enjoy. But keep in mind that I do not know if I want the relationship to continue so I'm not looking that far in the future. I'm not worried about us falling apart again at this point. Right now I wonder if I will ever trust him enough to think about a future. And I wonder if there's any/enough love left to build that future on.