2009 - The Craziness Continues (Deux)

[lost_in_space]

(((wdid)))

Easter was quiet - k's went with W to her folks and I spent a very enjoyable day with my mom and S and her family.

Legally we are at a stand still. W wants the world and still trying to negotiate - likely nearing the end of that rope.

The kids are coping but being put in the middle by W constantly. For example, tonight I get a call from S14 that W's friend has tickets for the Harlem Globetrotters tomorrow (on my first night back with the kids) so can he go. Well, that in itself is not a big deal but (i) what if I was planning on taking him, and (ii) when I wanted to to take S14 to a hockey game on W's night I checked with W directly yet she has him call me. Sad.

I can not honestly say what I would do if W came remorsefully back to me (not that I am at all holding my breath for that possibility). I really don't know. I am spent with the BS, the lies, the abuse, the use of the kids... I am tired of it all. I just don't know. A bridge to cross if needed I guess...