The adventure continues--part 2

[AFWAW]

Ok, just got a call from the wife. She didn't ask to talk with my daughter. We talked about her working out, her work day and my work day. Then we talked about my daughter. The wife got a call from her choir teacher who is fearful that my daughter will not get to go on her trip. My wife said she explained what was going on as the choir teacher did not know. So, I asked the wife what she was thinking. She said you mean about me coming home and our conversation the other day. I said, yes. She said I cannot make up my mind. One day I think I should and the next day I don't want to. WTF??? Does she not see how she's affecting my daughter? She asked if I was sleeping any better. I said, nope I wake up at 3 almost everyday. She said I do too. Ok--I thought to myself so it's affecting you and me also.

So here's my question---Why is she so conflicted? I CAN TELL THAT SHE WANTS TO COME HOME!!!! What is holding her back? Is it pride? Is it that she's already committed to running away with the apartment and telling people? She has already said she still loves me. She has enjoyed being in my company and admits it. She says she misses me. She says she misses my daughter yet she didn't ask to speak with her tonight.

She is working nights tomorrow and agreed to go to lunch with me tomorrow-my rain check from today.

So, I didn't call her and I won't as I have promised myself. I guess I'll just have to show her that she would be a fool to leave me and her daughter. Doesn't she know that her daughter needs her?

I am so frustrated at this point. I really wish I could get through to her. Ugh, anyone have any suggestions??? Thoughts???

I'm starting to feel desperate again...