Amazing Jack! You're like a mind reader or something!
Phone calls, you ask? Let's see.... Thurs., Fri.(plus a visit), Sat.(plus was here all day until about 1 a.m.), Sun., Mon. (plus was here at night), A couple today...and just a bit ago a message that ended with, "I hope I can see you tomorrow."
I am not looking too far into it. I am curious, that's for sure. But, I am doing my best to continue to work on our communication issues. I don't know why this is happening, and to be honest, based on the past, almost anything can happen in the days to come. I honestly fear something really bad happening, so I probably won't relax for quite a while.
My most recent goals were to have him call me for no reason (check!), and for him to ask me over or out on a date. We were supposed to go out to a movie on Friday night, but a very close friend had a death in the family and needed me to help her out with some things that night. We haven't talked about rescheduling yet.
So, we'll see what happens. I don't know what I really want, other than the chance to build better communication and to go back to being the old me...not the one consumed by this situation.
On a good note, a VERY young guy (I should say "kid") asked me out yesterday. Not going, of course, but it was good on the PMA. I have been living far too long in the "I'm not good enough" mode.
