I've definitely mastered the Act as If rule. He doesn't see me break down anymore, not since Dec or Jan I think. I cried in Feb and he got really mad. I vent here, so that he doesn't see my weakness. Some days I'm doing awesome, and I can be someone else's rock on here, then I have days where I just can't take it, and I need a few rocks LOL. I'm feeling ok right nowplanning on heading to the gym after dinner is done.
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug
