Hey girls! Its funny how you feel when you 'wake up'.. I've been so happy latetly (before I heard he loved me, before in fact he texted me back that night when I was waitressing and all of this started...).. I hum to myself, skip along, enjoying perfume, jewellery, new makeup, music... funny hey. Feels like such an alien thing, feeling happy, I was so unhappy, relentlessly for so long, its like happiness blew in on the breeze and just wafted over me, and I'm soooo glad!

Neaj.. you are SOOOO 'crabby'! I bet your kids despair of you ....You said "It is weak and sad when I know I have so much love to give but its safer not to open old wounds." - well yes, and why would you allow yourself to go to your grave, single and unloved, just because of fear?? And when yoiu said.."hmmmm he probably just wants to offer his sympathy at the loss of my marriage. I don't need or want that. I will also never remarry purely for financial reasons." - seriously, thats soooo negative!!!! This is a DB board, whats the holy grail around here? NO ASSUMPTIONS! You have no idea why he contacted you, it COULD be because you were the love of his life and he kicks himself for putting Jesus before you (and I dont blame him, Jesus is probably rubbish in bed). Seriously woman, PHONE HIM !! ..you tell us all to just get on and go for it, take your own advice!! Oh and start your own thread, you thread nicker you. ;\)

M, I dont know what to say on the predictions, but did you read Priya Kale?

I got overexcited tonight (my Mum got overexcited I should say) and sent my ex a jokey text about the film he watched last night and the footy earlier. No reply. But... we'll see (AARGGHHHHH!!!!)