Yes I do need to heal. I dont want a relationship right now. I do want to go out to dinner every now and then. I think. Geez Snodderly I dont know what I want. I want this to be all a dream, I want to wake up and everything be back to normal, but that aint gonna happen.
I want to be loved and held. I am finding alot out about me. One of the two times I spoke with my xh I told him that I was learning so much about myself and that I contributed to our marriage problems and he said it wasnt all my fault. I tried to be nice and said to him, "be sure this is what you want to do", he said "Dont try to counsel me". Why couldnt he just be nice and say ok or I am. Why does he take everything I say wrong?
