hi guys and thanks the facebook thing is so wierd beacuse all my friends and all my family are still on her friends list, and my best friend is to, she knows that they tell me stuff even though i tell them not to, was wondering if there was a motive behind it, was she secretly hoping they would tell me? not going to let it bother me anyway, its superficial. i take on board your advice rob, and again thank you so so much. i will be noe limiting my contact and i wont text/phone her unless i need to regarding the kids or she text/phones me first, i did tell her i feel like a massive weight has been lifted off my shoulders since i acknowledge my contribution to the break up, and she responded i do to, she did say "i dont think your love for me is as intense as you think" i didnt really say anything in response i just shook my head, i thought she may of been looking for reassurance, but i could be wrong, maybe she was testing the water to see if it was still hot? if you get my meaning? i do go the gym and i love it, i also try to get out with friends when i can, sometimes its difficult with work, but i will try my best, i do go out with friends at least once a week, i will try and get it to twice a week,or maybe 3 lol. ive already changed my hair style and my wife seen a card in my car from the stylist, it read SKIN TEST, she said what is that? i said i have to have a skin test beacuse im havin a few tints of red put in my hair, she said o god your not havin a MLC,
im also going to add a bit of flair to my wardrobe, as for the tanning im already dark skinned to begin with, ive got olive skin and i look tanned all year round, people moan saying wish i had your skin and colour, my daughter and i went to my nieces 16th party this evening and my wife phoned me today and asked would i like for her to pick a present up while i was at work all day, i said yes thank you, so she did what she said she would. and text me to say, i have bought a few things and im paying, im not complaining lol, i said thanks and would it be ok if i put her name on the card and presents, "she said of course, dont ask silly questions, i want my name at the top lol" her sense of humour again, you see, her sense of humour is addictive and she knows it to.
your wisdom is making perfect sense rob and thanks again my friend, keep posting, i get stronger by the day
