the contrary, (ironic isnt it) for the negatives they can throw at me i can come back with 2 positives. Truth* I betrayed trust, which is very abnormal for me. Ill take my licks, and be happy for her either way. My goals and dreams are forming up again for me with or without her, thanks in great part to you guys, the DB book, and my self determination.

In a couple weeks ill be much closer to home, i'll have my own place which im looking forward to, my kids and my freedom. What else could a guy ask for.

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.