Thanks snodderly. I am not alone thank GOD. I have friends and I visit and do things with them alot. and I have GOD. I didnt think I had been dark long enough either. Snodderly I hate to say it and it might be bad, but I dont miss him near as much as I did. I dont know if I want him back or not. But I do want a relationship with someone. I dont think I miss my "xh". I think I miss the companionship. This is bad isnt it. Snodderly I just dont think our lives would ever be the same. I just want to be happy again. I think what hurts is the fact that xh doesnt care if we struggle. It doesnt really hurt me anymore that he is with her.
This guy asked me if he could call me and I said yes. BUT he hasnt, his dad has been sick. I am so hoping he will call.
