I'm not gonna say "sorry." One of the things I've learned on my journey is not to apologize for something I didn't do!! But, I will say, "I feel ya!" And, I hate that it's come to this point for any of us.
I was evaluating my life the other night, and I realized how much more comfortable I feel at home these days. So, I hope that you can figure out living arrangements that give you that same sense of peace.
I can assure you that there are women out there who are looking for just the set of qualities that I can tell from your posts that you possess. You certainly deserve to one day find that happiness for yourself.
I think I'm a little too far north of you to make the commute reasonable, but, keep in mind that I do have a spare room and I'm not hard of hearing!
I'll be praying for you and your family during this period of transitition. God has great things in store for you.
Love to you! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!