You have been one of the primary buttresses of this board. You've helped so many. It is good to see that you are reaching out for *yourself* during this horrible time.
I never seemed to notice posts from you about your situation, so I never knew the history. I still know little, but seeing that you have been suffering in an SSM, I am a bit sad that you weren't hanging out with us tormented souls in the SSM forum. Maybe we could have helped in some way... Or at least given you some comfort in some little way. I'm so sorry for all that you've endured for so many years, and I hope that you had the support you needed from somewhere.
I hope you find peace, and I hope this all makes sense one day for you. It is a tragedy, indeed.
You deserve love and happiness. I will pray that your path leads you there soon.
