Thanks puppy and PH. You guys are definitely right and I'm sure that if/when it happens it will be difficult to deal with. It would be a change though from the norm and in some way I think that would at least be something...good or bad. Right now I'm planning for things to end. If they don't...bonus, if they do then I'm prepared for it. I'm focusing on myself and D3 and trying to keep our lives sane and happy. Some days are good and some are bad but I feel like I've turned a corner since the good days outweigh the bad days now. W knows where I stand and knows that she has a decision to make and that I won't wait forever for that to happen. It's good that way because I can focus on my life and not worry about the R because there is nothing more really to be said or done until she makes a change one way or the other. I'll continue to DB, GAL, and making myself and D3 happy. If she does decide to come around and do the moon and stars thing then I'll approach it slowly and cautiously and look to her actions and not words and go from there.
