((((((Puppy))))), this is so sad to hear. You wife has let down and disappointed you, your boys, and ME!! I do agree that you deserve loved in every sense. I know that all the support and love you have given us on this site will come back to you tenfold. All my best. I so wish I had some advice for you. I'm so accustomed to receiving your wisdom that I don't even know what to say. Hugs and kisses!!!