Things have been so bouncy lately. One day he says thing that insinuate an US or WE, kind of future, then the next day it's all ME, and I. I'm trying not to look into any of it too much, but it's hard.
The other day he made comments about buying a house, and said it will be great b/c it will save us money, and how it will also save on tuition, b/c the girls will be living in a great area, where they can go to Public school (we have them in private, PS here sucks. And what the landlord will say when we break the lease... Does this mean I'm included in this house idea, or does he think he will take the girls during the school yr?
Yesterday he was talking about the future, when our girls are around 20, and how he'd like to have a house on a caribbean island, and that he'd like to live there during the cold months here, and I mentioned him missing the girls' Christmases, and he said they can go to him, or he will come to them for that week, I was never mentioned in the whole conversation, but I never aske b/c I wasn't ready for a hurtful answer.
Today he TM asking me to send him the total amount of bills we paid last month and this month, to see how much $$ WE can have saved up before 2010??
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug
