Arthur, take me to your happy land. Really, i am so happy for you. I felt like I wasn't far behind, but I am in a slump lately. You give me hope.
LOL, not sure what it is G and in honesty, not had the greatest weekend in a few ways, but having had a few hours to myself today at work, I'm ok again. Need some sleep as my hayfever and back kept me up loads last night and also got an exhaust to go get fixed, but hey, they are just extra challanges being thrown at me and nothing I can't handle.
Had first proper row with MOT35 Friday night and not seen her since to talk it all over properly (as it was a drunken one that we sorted out at the time). Few texts and phone calls since and all ok, then little falling out last night as I got blown out again. Not horribly but it has happened a few times now and more just as her family don't know about us yet so when they ask a favour she cant say'no, I'm seeing arthur !!!!' if you get me and that annoys me a bit as it's been a while now.
But hey, be gutted if it ended over sillyness, but this is life and it's to short to worry about most of this stuff for to long
off to mediation shortly and not looking forward toit at all. Had a bad week in general. after last weekends row with MOT35, we have sort of ended. She has called it quits as to much on her plate and did it over text. Had a few texts since and was nice and trying to reassure her that she is a good person and things will be ok. She is really really low and just wants some space to herself and I do believe her (maybe that's just gullible me). I'm gutted, but know I'll be ok.
Work is horrible, the new company i work for are a joke and I am so gutted I didn't get redundancy. Fingers crossed there is another round coming soon and I will escape.
So off to mediation, hoping it goes ok, then boys all day tomorrow. Hopefully out for a few beers tomorrow night as i feel like i need a good drink this week and then can just sleep it off on Sunday.
feeling lower than have done in a while, a few things hitting me at once but trying to remain as positive as I can be given the circumstances
