so last night, rather late, i started getting prank calls, i know for sure it was the ow. i answered the first one, said hello, no one said anything but i heard someone there. i figured it out and hung up. then she proceeded to call 2 or 3 more times. we did not answer. next time she calls, i should say into the phone, "H, maybe you want to take this call", just so she gets that he is home with me.

i wonder if she will call again tonight. i hate it.

even though i did not talk to her, just the idea of her calling left me shaking and i couldnt stop, kinda like the chills. kinda weird. i think her calling makes it all more real, if that makes sense.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09