Rough and Ugly Four Months going on LIfe

[pearlharbr]

I have always loved Pirates of the Carribean! We had a Disneyland record growing up with the songs from the rides so I know every word. I'm sure it was difficult going to a family place without your W. But now you have new memories with your D from this trip and you can build from there.

if this guy is a succesful, good looking, high dollar lawyer, why is he single? Do you think he is really looking for a wife and if so why are you so sure she is it when they have only had a few weekends together...guy might be an ass????

Good point. But what if it does work out? I just want you to mentally prepare yourself as best you can. And I shouldn't be encouraging you to think about the future so let's change the subject.

It doesn't matter. Sadly, I am drifting away. The longer I am away from her the more I start to look at my future and she may or may not be in it.

Been there, done that. What I learned when I let xBF go was that I can have an exciting future on my own. So try to think of things that you have always wanted to do but gave up because W wasn't interested or whatever reason.

I posted an update on my thread tonight. Looks like I'll still be in Denver when you move. Let me know if you want more info and we can exchange info in the alt.