Renee, Where did you get your crystal ball? No one knows for sure if your h will return or not. My question to you is this....do you want the last thoughts he has at night to be of you in an angry state or one that is pleasant and maybe, just maybe he will second guess himself down the road?
I dont have a crystal ball snodderly. I know. I just was going by if he never returned, which right now, the way it looks, he may not. I know I dont know what the future holds and besides I am trying to have faith in GOD. But I get down sometimes, especially when something happens like this. He knows I am having it hard until I get out of school, he has said as much to our son. He says things like, go easy on your mom, she is having a hard time. He knows, he just wishes not to be reminded by me. The less he has to think about it the better off he is.
