I am on vacation and it is so nice!! I definitely needed a few days away from all the madness. These crazy conversations I had with my H completely wore me out - and sounds like they were a big lie anyway! All H gained was me thinking he is even more confused than before..... and created confusion inside me :-).
It is difficult to keep my focus on God with so much drama going on! I need to spend some quality time in prayer right now. I have been challenged in many diff't aspects but this sitch is definitely a unique one! I have never had my faith & trust challenged so much.
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09