I can only imagine how excited and nervous you are at the same time as the big day approaches and finally as the ship pulls in at the pier. You have done such a fantastic job managing the homefront and caring for your family these past months while your H has been at sea. I will be praying for you and your family and hoping that your H has the wisdom to recognize what a Strong Marvelous Woman he has waiting for him upon his return. God bless!
S4H
S4H--
I AM nervous and excited right now. I have had butterflies in my stomach all day and feel like I am going to be sick . I hate feeling like this. I hoped to be so much more detached, but I cannot wait to see the love of my life come off that ship.
Thank you fro your prayers and support. I have tried to be teh best I can be as a wife, mother, and woman of God through this deployment. There are areas where I have struggled, but I hope the Lord is pleased with me. As for the situation with DH, all I can do is continue to love him and show him that not only do I love him, but God does too. I want him to know that the Lord does not condemn him and neither do I. I simply want him to find his way back to the salvation he had once found in our Heavenly Father through His son, Jesus.
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
. I hate feeling like this. I hoped to be so much more detached, but I cannot wait to see the love of my life come off that ship. 
