DO NOT let your H get you down. From what I've been reading, he's been a total jack@$$ from the moment you married him. I mean, what kind of a MAN doesn't let his W take his name? I'll tell you...the kind of man who is looking for a way out.
I'm sorry for you being here, and I have to ask if he really is the right one for your D to look up to. I know the emotions are raw (geez he didn't give you any time to let it sink in) and it seems like he's taking advantage of your kind nature. How dare he say that HE was hurt by your protection order. Give me a break.
Turn your energy to healing yourself first. Be the strong one for your D. I know it's extremely hard and my prayers go out to you.
I just don't have respect for someone who treats their W that way and especially in your condition.
He's going to continue to be on his emotional rollercoaster, but you DON'T have to join him on it. Jump off and make yourself strong first. You can't change him right now, especially if you think he's in MLC. You can only change YOU. Get strong and healthy and put your focus on your D. Worry about your M after you can stand on your own two feet and go toe to toe with him.
You are NOT weak. YOU are STRONG always remember that.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
