Hey everyone first day at the new job went well. I just wish I had a ton of free time to read and write posts here like I used to. I'm not even sure what the policy there is about doing that sort of thing. We'll see. I missed a ton of stuff today I see. Reading and catching up on everyone's sitch's.
Update - I must learn to turn down mercy/chore/crap/11th hour sex. Saturday night, after our celebration dinner out, I was thinking top off the night with some nice loving. W was thinking about sleep. I think she is afraid to turn me down now.... She might as well have turned me down though and I wish she had just said "I too tired tonight".
What we did reminded me of the type of sex we were having when things were turning sour between us many years ago. She hardly participated and she did not want to kiss me. I should have stopped it right there but like a fool I didn't. The worst part was that it was so lackluster from her that it went too long... I took long to reach climax... at least for her who wanted to hurry up. It was I know an awful experience for her.
For me it gave me those, "I stayed for this?" thoughts again. I hope it was only a minor set back for us. Maybe once I'm settled into the job more, things will look up again. I am having doubts though right now.
