thank you sandi, i have acknowledged all the things i did and said, i also told her how it must of made her feel, and how i hate myself for doing it, i told her she must of felt so unloved and used by me, and how i cant believe i let that happen to the most loving, caring, and a so wonderful person like her, she thanked me while heartbroken at the fact i had finally realised, and she was exstremly grateful, she said i knocked her down to far and she couldnt get back up, so she had to leave, i told her how much i respected her decision and how hard that must of been for her, told her she had more guts and determination than anybody i know, so how do i handle the situation now? please keep posting sandi
rob thanks buddy for your wisdom again and i second your thought on sandi, she is a gem. she did say she is to blame also, she said she could of sat me down and screamed at me and said wake up, cant you see what your doing, she hates arguing, so she said she would try to hide it hoping it would go away. she did say i tried to tell you, and that she could of done more to help, she said she dosent want me to take all the blame but most of it, then she laughed, lol. she has a wicked sense of humour,
she is also delighted im doing something about it, ie counseling. but she has said she is enjoying being on her own at the moment and does not want a relationship with anyone, she said she dosent have to make decisions for other peoples sake and that feels, good beacuse she can do things she wants to do, she did also say that she wanted to reasure me that whatever happens no man will enter her life and dictate anything to her regarding our relationship, if ever there is a man, beacuse i just want to be alone,
since the break up we have never argued once and thats got to be good,so rob giveme yourinput on were i go from here, what to do and stuff, thanks guys check back later
