Thank you for the response. She sounded so sure about what she was saying, and with this I validated her as best I could. I will work on me and for the children do the best I can. I guess this is going to be one hell of a long road, but I want to reconcile even though it seems impossible. I just do not know when/if I should assume it is finished and move on, as the longer I try to reconcile and it does not work, the more pain I will experience. I am willing to do what I can to restore our relationship even after our divorce, but it is going to be one big rollercoaster ride, though as has been said, I can always get off if I want to.
She apparantly is off to see a friend tonight, and then asked me what time I would be bringing the children back tomorrow. I feel suspicious as I think she is staying over somewhere and will then return tomorrow before I arrive with the children. My imagination is working overtime again, but I know I must not keep thinking about what she is doing.
Bomb dropped: 19/12/08 Me:48 WAW:41 D:10 S:6 Married: 15 years
