WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 7

[confusedinpa]

It's just after lunch. She's probably got the truck loaded and moving right now.

Very odd feeling - I'm a little anxious to find out what's she taken, but on the other hand, I'm feeling a little relieved that there is going to be a change. Hopefully it will be a change for the better.

I did get a call from her about one of our close friends. We had found out over the weekend that the husband is in the hospital with a strep infection in his blood. She called to tell me they now found it in the lining of his heart. Her friend called to see if she could watch the kids from 8PM to 11:30PM so the wife could stay with the husband during this time. My wife called to ask if it was ok. Of course I said yes.

Oh well, so it will be another nite without my wife. I guess I haven't had my wife around since Jan. I need to get used to it.

I had a good lunch with one of my friends who knows about my situation. I tried not to just talk about it during the entire lunch, but he did talk about some of the stuff going on with him and his family as well.

I have my therapy appointment tonite - it's suppose to be our consuling appointment but my wife was skipping this and the next appointment as she needed the time to complete/settle her move. She said she was going to keep going to every other one. One promising thing is she wants to shift from talking about the past to the present. Not the future, just the present. I'll talk to the therapist/counselor about this evening.

Anyone else run into this with their WAW?